Every day when I step into the office my looks goes at her desk, I know she is not there, but a lil hope that pushes me to do that. It’s almost 15 days since last time I saw her. I don’t know whether she is on leave or she’s gone to some other company but even I can’t bare that imagination…. 

First time I saw her the day when i joined in this company. In that first site only I was very much impressed with her dress. She was in saree.. That’s not, but the way she was wearing it is impressed me a lot. No one can find out an inch of bare skin from toe to neck, that’s her speciality”...”first impression is the best impression”..Isn’t it? 

In our day-to-day life we come across so many people. But, few people make their presence or impress us very much. It might be a man or woman or a kid..with their way of speaking, or with their behavior.. 

I was very much impressed with her way of dressing (a typical Indian woman, u can’t find out such kind of woman in this corporate world), her behavior, how she dealt with people. ..So many... I don’t know whether she’s married or not but Some times she looks like 30 plus  and the other time she is very dignified and looks like an IAS officer.. 

I started observing (looking) her from the first day onwards. I don’t have any bad intention on her, but I can’t control my self to avoid my glance. she also know that I’m looking at her, whenever she entered into the office she also looks at me…but after that she never turns her looks away from her laptop.. 

I know that it’s very bad to look at a woman but I can’t control myself and I don’t know why I’m doing this. Some times I want to invite her for a cup of coffee, some times I want to ask her “can I join with u for lunch”..But whenver I meet her during my way to here and there the words won’t come from my throat. From my child-hood I come across so many girls or ladies but no one impressed me the way she has.. 

“life is like a journey, on the way to our destination we’ll meet so many people but few will make their presence and come close to our heart. We’ve to keep those sweet memories and move forward to our destination”. But we never (we can’t) forget these people in our entire life... (These are the lines which I’m saying to myself for the past few days…J)

I donno whether she'll be back or not...but my eyes looking at her desk and waiting for her come back.....